Dear girl,

I imagine what you´re saying and what I mean is that I see your bra coming off and your boobs hanging but not hanging low, hanging good as if there´s some sort of invisible bra being used or something, I don´t know. I am drinking a coffee. I had a horrible saturday, it involved too much wine and not enough being around intelligence. All yesterday I stayed home, never showered and had nothing on but a t-shirt and black underwear. I stayed on the sofa under a blanket watching boardwalk empire while thinking ¨this is a bad world¨

I wake up in the morning and look around me and forget where I am who I am and what is next to me. this is something that happens and when it does I can´t remember the year nor the date.

For the Love, who will be with me, when i am not alone.

 If my future husband could travel in time.

- are you drinking right now?
-yes.
-why?
-because I'm waiting to meet you

IDEA 2
(add bird drawing)

a story about a very tired bird who won't fly because he´s scared of catching wind and having it feel harassing.

pg. 1

i will not
turn the fan on
i want to sweat.

She is sitting alone. she is not sure what to feel. the first page in her notebook says this:

i read to be excited until i get excited then stop to make a list of all the things i want to change like my diet and television and what my mind does when i watch it and wanting to be stoned but never getting stoned due to the fight of the want to feel different.


she stood up, looked out the window and began to walk after a very attractive man who just left a  liquor store.

i followed you for one minute. it felt wild because i knew that you would notice me if you gave me enough thought.  these thoughts would come the second you looked at my face- you´d think ¨hey that´s style¨ and would begin to take my picture. you would take my picture for three days. then you´d leave to take pictures of someone who is similar but  mentally normal and physically impossible to resist.

hi,

if you looked at my entire self from a far you would notice the thickness of my hair, my tits and lastly how i should be standing straight and how that´s  a pity. i would look at you and snare. i´d remember to straighten my back. you would notice me doing a weird movement and you'd find this entire process attractive.

ATE TOO MUCH

Everyday has the same conclusion.

The Philipines part A.2

 

XXXXXXXXX

CARLA

Made this today:

 

hey girlz!

you want to talk about soy milk? i do.
my grandma says that we are going to get back pain from staring at the computer all day. its not my fault that our large breasts were given thanks to her strengthening gene pool.
im jealous about the wild things you did yesterday.

i stayed home and tried to swim and went around a dirty neighborhood to buy 6 mangos and five pork bbq strips.

do i miss spain?
do i miss men?
do i miss having a hot body next to me?

i wont answer that.

this soy milk is in a glass bottle and it takes 250 of my daily calories.
want to stop eating shrimp chips though.

no body gets letters anymore.
i am currently filling up a book titled ¨Us and the lonely ranger are two different vibes¨
i will send it to my most important lover with a note attached saying ¨do you think this is too much?¨

my life has come to this

SPAM > ORGASM

homeland base

PICTURES OF LATELY. CORON PHILIPPINES

We can define paradise in two different ways. But I won't be so negative with you.

Heat stroke from
Too much
Family
And too
Little
Socializing
With people
My size

out of the game. took a bread out of my freezer unfroze it with a hot pan on fire and stuck it in my mouth after spreading an amazing amount of jam all over its body. spilled a large amount of brown sugar in my coffee and suffering the consequences as im gaining a sweet tooth. sent several messages stating that its 12PM. . im still in bed and i´m an octopus.