i lower my standards

i dont care who you are. i say this until we spend two minutes talking. im yawning very aggressively even though i ´ve been sleeping all day and am everything but tired.

i´d rather be alone than hang out with you.

HERES THE SITUATION. its 12pm and im still sleeping. my insides are yelling NOOOOOOO. yesterday i watched three movies and ordered sushi and ate it in bed while watching the news room. the show ended in a beautiful way which was obvious as it had that cold play song playing. if i ever want to think of anything dramatic id use coldplay and they´d  help.

sort of miss my ex boyfriend jason because he was the kind of guy i would have lunch with on a saturday morning.  today is saturday and its 1pm and im still alone.