stop it just stop, no no no

ive been in 48hour party mode. that means no sleep. that means leaving the club to go to a bar which never closes to go to a house with light and music to me leaving alone to meet someone sober to go to a museum to see a william blake exhibition at 11am. to us going to my house. to him cooking a meal that i wouldnt eat. to me drinking vodka cocktails. to me calling another friend. to the three of us going to a house to play poker. to me bring my entire large i mac in a taxi to provide music. to me drinking beer. then us eating at a mexican then us going to picnic. then me drinking gin.  on and on on on. 

me with two sober men.